1994 Lyrics

I'm still fourteen
Living in the hope that we'll meet again someday
We didn't part on the best of terms
And you saw me disintegrate
No grace to be seen
Oh, what might have been

English class
Watching you in the morning by the window
Turning away
As your eyes pulverised my senses

We made the apple pie
It made me lose my mind

1994, 1994
It was a long year, and I wish you were here
If I had only had the strength to do things differently

We'd go to France on the school trip
And share the double bed
Then we'd find ourselves kissing
And you would feel soft and strong
Nobody would know
And our feelings would grow

They made it cheap
And sordid
And I fed what they thought of me

1994, 1994
It was a long year, and I wish you were here
If I had only had the strength to do things differently

I'm still fourteen