A Curse More Promising Lyrics

Will I ever see the day again when the light illuminates my eyes? Will I ever be that way again? I don't think I'll ever be the same. Are those I love still there? I need my friends to stand up as a reminder of who I was. Tell me what I need to hear. Will I ever see the day again when the light illuminates my eyes? Will I ever be that way again? I don't think I'll ever be the same. We said we'd never look back. But you left me behind, I veered off the narrow path. I've been broken apart so lets see what I'm made of. I failed reconnection, I'm fragmented inside. I feel like I'm worth nothing so I've got nothing left to loose. Will I ever see the day again when the light illuminates my eyes? Will I ever be that way again? I don't think I'll ever be the same. Sometimes I can feel you crying out to me. I've always lived for you. I'm afraid my heart will always long for what we had. Living life is hard with nothing to live for. I've got nothing to live for so I've got nothing left to loose.