A Letter From Prison Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder. Torn between my heart
Tore between my heart and my mind
And I feel my body to see if I'm in
If I'm in tune with what I find
But I don't know how to feel
And I don't know what to feel
Anymore

Anymore

Want to feed on this indecision
To many things something's different inside
I'm a boy who's so sick of searching
Maybe there's a Heaven nearby
So should I let these thoughts out ?
Or should I let you in ?
Its so easy to be alone
Look within is , will I find home?
I just don't know
How to feel

Feel
How to feel
How to feel
Feel

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here
Like I am stuck here and can't move
I like to watch the sunsets, letting in the warm colors
The warmth, it blinds the truth
But I don't know how to feel
And I don't know what to feel
Anymore

I keep on hurting myself
Tearing off the skin I let it burn in the dirt.
Wanna unlearn what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts
When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch
No I won't think like you
If I did what am I trying to prove
I just don't know x4
I just don't know how to feel
I just don't know what to feel
Anymore