A Little Piece Of Selfdestructable Pain Lyrics

I STAND ALONE ON PLANET EARTH AND I FEEL LIKE BEING RAPED BY HATE EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT WRONG I TRY SO HARD I DO IT WRONG IT MAKES ME SAD IT MAKES ME CRY A LAKE OF TEARS BEFORE MY FEET IT REFLECTS MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS AND I CAN READ MY HOPELESSNESS SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP I JUST WANT TO LET MYSELF FALL I SEE NO SENSE IN THAT WHAT I AM DOING PLEASE FORGIVE ME BUT ALL MY STRENGHT IS GONE NOTHING CHANGES IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME NO ONE EVER LEADS ME THE WAY NOW I HAVE TO SEARCH WITHOUT A CHANCE OF FINDING