A Whole Life Lyrics

I'm sure the sun won't shine for me today
And i'm going the wrong way
My life on earth is hell today
And i'm running the wrong way

A whole life to make a brick
A second to break a wall
Wasn't sure i could stand tall
So i decide to fall

I dont want to hear a sound
I just sit down as you move around
I am my own victim
And i choose not to fight
I dont want to hear a sound
I just sit down as you move around
I'm my murderer
I stab myself in the back

I've learned from the past
And i want to forget so fast
In the race for life i'll be the last