Adult's Toy (English Translation) Lyrics

There's no evidence of me ever having been loved
The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared
I flipped over the leftover toy-box
Controlling myself, I smile

The panting sound of an imitation

Dominated and traumatized like a baby-toy
The rain pours steadily behind my back

The liar breathes out
When even my mind was taken
And stopped
The hatred stained with black

Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous body
Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told
Pierce my decaying wound
Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier
Than the knife that split me apart

I could see the world of adults through the crack
The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma
My world that was built up in the closet
Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopes

Distorted braincells

In the corner of my opened heart,
There's a remembered scar
And the key of the revived memory
Just one word,
"Disappear."

The sun is whimsically blocked
And hope destroyed
The shadow-monk became my friend
Eternal darkness
Zero guilt

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Useful toy

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
How sad-

Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous memory
It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt
That is soaked in hatred
Nobody understands
The trap of the size of millimetre that only I know
Even if it's not visible to the naked eye,
Pierce me
With the heavy and deep words