Afterthoughts Lyrics

Four months pass
My win hangs in a haze
The loft still stings
Did you wear your wedding ring

In afterthoughts
I said my peace
In afterthoughts
I hope you'll know peace

In my veins
I want you as you were
In my heart
I don't know who you are

In afterthoughts
I can't escape
My afterthoughts
My love can't be saved

Is it wrong
To ask you
If you were
Ever honest