All This Time Lyrics

I've been searching for something
It's so hard to find
I think it's somewhere in the back of my mind
And I'm afraid to see
Yes, I'm afraid to see
The way you look at me

I've been holding you in
You've been pushing me out
Sometimes I wonder what this is all about
And I'm afraid to see, yes I'm afraid to see
I'm afriad to
The way you look at me

Chorus:
All this time
All these words
All this pain turns into hurt
I know it's time for you to go

I've been sleeping on the couch
You've been seeing someone else
I found his things on the top shelf
And I'm afraid to hear, I'm afraid to hear
The words you say to me

I've been holding this in
You've been pushing me out
Sometimes I wonder what this is all about
And I'm afraid to hear, I'm afraid to hear
I'm afraid to hear
The words you say to me now

And you wanted to talk to me
You wanted to be set free
But I'm afraid to hear
Afraid to see
Afraid to even fucking breathe now