All To Myself Lyrics

It's 3 a.m. and I'm alone in this apartment
Thinking about my dearly departed heart
You built me up and brought me down and
Chasing ties to keep my feet off the ground
Guess it's not really worth explaining
It's been over a while and things are changed but
Memories still linger 'round and I'm drinking now

But I don't wanna say too much
So I guess I keep it all to myself
Baby, I've been hurt enough
So I guess I keep it all to myself

I made it seem like I was fine
When I saw you that last time
SO i bet you think I'm having fun
But I'm at home looking at you on my phone
Might have drank a little too much
Maybe I should hit you up but
Could call you now but I'm just stuck in now

But I don't wanna say too much
So I guess I keep it all to myself
Baby, I've been hurt enough
So I guess I keep it all to myself

See, I could try explaining but it's complicated
And I'm far too faded for a conversation
May say something I regret like, "I really want you back"
But I know there's no time for that

But I don't wanna say too much
I don't, I don't wanna say too much
Guess I'll keep it all to myself, I
Baby, I've been hurt enough
Gotta do this for myself