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BETTERthere's no sense waiting in this statei've realized too latethere's only so much left insideonly so much space to hidei've dreamed of castles in the airbut i've never found out wherei need a break or a vacationbefore i give myself a scaredon't try to understand me your logic won't command medon't try to read between my mindif i could kill you with a touchi'd never hate this muchone thousand colors every daybut all i see is greymy history is plagiarizedi feel desensitizedmaybe one more shot of reasonwill ripple this disguisei told that man just what i thought of himos i'm right where i am tied to this bedsubconsciously restrained and now i wish i hadn't saidwhat i said to both of my parents because i made my mother cryif they'd only wait i'll make it up to them because i can be a better mani'm floating in a frozen seai'll watch the morning breakgiving way to shades of browni see the colors all aroundfor once there's no one here but meand my autumn reverieand in my heart i knowit's as close as i'll ever be