Bitter Tonic Lyrics

I don't wanna die
But I say I do so i can scare myself sometimes
Comfort in the curse
Maybe I believe it’s something I deserve

Found my way to hell, the mirror in my bedroom
I couldn’t stop myself
Even if I had to

Everybody knows I’ll end up broken-hearted
Everybody sees it but I don’t
Oh you know I need your help because it’s so damn hard to hide
But I’ll never want it
‘Cause the bitter tonic is mine

Chaos in my court
I always wanna taste the poison first
‘Cause I’m the fool Falling on my sword
Waking up to fight another fruitless war

Found my way to hell, the mirror in my bedroom
I couldn’t stop myself, even if I had to

Everybody knows I’ll end up broken-hearted
Everybody sees it but I don’t
Oh you know I need your help because it’s so damn hard to hide
But I’ll never want it
‘Cause the bitter tonic is...
All mine... all mine... all mine... it’s all mine... all mine...all mine...

Everybody knows I’ll end up broken-hearted
Everybody sees it but I don’t
Oh you know I need your help because it’s so damn hard to hide
But I’ll never want it
‘Cause the bitter tonic is mine... mine...
But I’ll never want it
‘Cause the bitter tonic is mine