Lyrics to Blinded
(As I sink into my own lies)
(As I sink into my own lies)
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
Would you still be here if I had something else to offer?
Or nothing at all?
I want to hide myself away
I want to hide myself away
Away from everyone I know
You say it's fine but I've got the scars to show
'Cause I don't know what I'm worth to anyone
I try to say the words but they're not coming to me
(I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it again)
I wanna scream the words but they're not coming to me
Oh fuck
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
I can't even think what I offer
I don't even know what I'm meant to do
With the days that I've got left on this earth
Someone tell me, what am I supposed to do?
How am I supposed to act?
I can't see the value in anything
I can't even keep up with the lies I tell myself
'Cause every damn time I open up I'm met with those eyes
It kills me
I can't see this through any other lens
Than I have seen with my own two eyes
It blinds me
Blinds me
Nah, wait
I overthink every little thing
That I've said to anyone that's out of my circle
And I'll drag myself down with the fucking guilt
(As I sink into my own lies)
(As I sink into my own lies)
I can't even begin to fathom the idea
Of having any fucking clue what I'm supposed to do
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
(I'm sinking)
How can I be anything different if I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different if I can't find me?
How can I be anything different if I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different? It blinds me
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(As I sink into my own lies)
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
Would you still be here if I had something else to offer?
Or nothing at all?
I want to hide myself away
I want to hide myself away
Away from everyone I know
You say it's fine but I've got the scars to show
'Cause I don't know what I'm worth to anyone
I try to say the words but they're not coming to me
(I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it again)
I wanna scream the words but they're not coming to me
Oh fuck
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
I can't even think what I offer
I don't even know what I'm meant to do
With the days that I've got left on this earth
Someone tell me, what am I supposed to do?
How am I supposed to act?
I can't see the value in anything
I can't even keep up with the lies I tell myself
'Cause every damn time I open up I'm met with those eyes
It kills me
I can't see this through any other lens
Than I have seen with my own two eyes
It blinds me
Blinds me
Nah, wait
I overthink every little thing
That I've said to anyone that's out of my circle
And I'll drag myself down with the fucking guilt
(As I sink into my own lies)
(As I sink into my own lies)
I can't even begin to fathom the idea
Of having any fucking clue what I'm supposed to do
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
(I'm sinking)
How can I be anything different if I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different if I can't find me?
How can I be anything different if I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different? It blinds me
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)