But For Now Lyrics

Yeah, you know, my girlfriend always wonders... Why I act this way
And I tell her: You never lived the life I lived
But when we have kids and I gotta tell'em a bedtime story...
This is the song I'll sing for them yo...

I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
Know a whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change...

But for now I'm afraid your gonna have to wait another day
My advice is for you to run away
You won't like me when I'm angry or happy for that matter
Either way, I get pissed off like a bad bladder
You ask when it's better but no matter the weather
My reign of terror on the planet will never stop
I'm bout to cancel my agenda
And say fuck it all
Managers, promoters and fans can suck a ball
I ain't love-able, I'm off the wall
All I care for is sex, drugs and rock'n'roll
I'm like Bad Blake I drink every damn day!
Make that muddy money in a second call it cash clay
And I don't hang with crooks that is half way killer
We make you die slow like your ass J. Dilla
I come from the pits where the rottle snakes slither
You thought life's sweet? Well... The last taste's bitter!

I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
Know a whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change...

But for now I'm a frequent flyer
You want that dope shit? I'm your supplier
No ceasefire I keep on hitting you
I breeze thought murderation on ya hole crew
Fuck the past boy everyday is brand new
Your not making moves your a fuckin' statue
From my point of view I do what I have to
Leave the world baffled victorious in battle
I'm too much to handle, European vandal
I burn down ya house like a candle
I know my capabilities I never gamble
Their ain't gonna be hassle ya to fragile
I'll end ya misery so be thankful
Just enter our world just take the capsule
No more boy in the corner, Dizzee Rascal
King of the castle I'm killing all mammals

I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
Know a whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change...

But for now I live my life more than delirious
(No shit) It's like a trip to the moon shit's oblivious
(Nigga how you feel?) Psychically I'm fit I hope my spirit is
So I face my enemies they dead serious
Picture pyramids
Me meditating in the main shaft
My brain halves is so fast
The motherfuckin' code cracks
But for now I got them cold raps
Sold my soul to the Jackson's and now I'm feelin' so bad
Evel knievel
I'm runnin' over people
Lethal with a vehicle the way I'm livin' shit is not legal
I'm runnin' bustin' till the point you get concussions
Niggas lustin' for some real motherfuckin' russian cussin'
I wanna grab my ex and tell her that I love her
Tell her nobody above her but the bitch is too stubborn
So I might as well just grab a pillow start to smother wrap her body in the covers girl I love ya
I know what you did last summer
Me? I was workin' on my music
With a crew so Vicious
They Rotten loose and Roofless
Tell me that I'm useless
I'll use this tooth pick
When I'm done with yo teeth you can only eat a soup dish
My main point is I got motherfuckin' problems
Now and then I'm dwelling off but my meaning is to solve 'em
But for now
But for now
I'mma drop 'm
Until I hit the motherfuckin' bottom