Call For You To Carry The Pains Away Lyrics

After the flames The dust is annoying in my mind From all sides left behind I face the rubble I hear the purling tears of the non-believers To soft to knit a mind out of the whisper And I thought all along The breathing in the fog has dried out I'll never look at myself You'll never have control over me They'll never come to know How you pull me down inside Outside it's getting dark and cold I try to break their pleading Inside it's getting dead and free I got to kill their pleading And I call for you to carry the pains away The constant wailing cuts a swath thru my mind Cuts a way thru my doubting sanity Breaking the wall I built to save me from myself Got to sentence myself for the emptyness you caused to me For all the pain inside of me I'll never look at myself You'll never have control over me They'll never come to know How you pull me down inside Outside it's getting dark and cold I try to break their pleading Inside it's getting dead and free I got to kill their pleading And I call for you to carry the pains away You replied my question for the meaning of life By force and stained with blood Can't make myself believe That my life is running as it should be But I can tell lies to close my eyes To be in hiding not to be found I'll never look at myself You'll never have control over me They'll never come to know How you pull me down inside Outside it's getting dark and cold I try to break their pleading Inside it's getting dead and free I got to kill their pleading And I call for you to carry the pains away