Can't Shape Up Lyrics

Can't shape up, I just can't shape up

The pictures on the wall have faded
Don't you get the feeling that it's running away?
I'm surprised we even made it this far
I'm guilty as charged - I'm running away

I can't save you, I can't save you
& if you don't blame me, I won't blame you

Can't even get my eyes to tear
It's been this way for more than a year
& now I'm gonna play with fear
But it's not here

I swear I've had the darkest feelings
I've thought about swinging from the ceiling
Don't stop me now 'cause I'm freewheeling
& I can't steer

& it's not fair, no, it's not fair
That I'm not there
& well, you just shouldn't care

I can't shape up
I just can't shape up
I can't shape up