Change My Way Lyrics

There’s a war goin’ on outside but I ain’t leavin’ yet
I pull the covers over me and try to sleep instead
Try to vividly live a dream I won’t run and hide
I let the screams and the sirens become my lullabies
Committed, can’t quit it, I feel never had the chance
Harbour every thought until I rumble up an avalanche
[?] like a dark horse, humbled while I’m galloping
Going for the extra mile, stuck inside a traffic jam
I guess I just got an ear for it like [?]
Say my name, thrice I appear, both of my hands closed
Beyond [?]
Diamond in the rough sittin’ on an emerald
Delivered from the general, right
Said it all but never thinkin’ I could [?]
Like [?] and a promise should be fixin’ every problem
But this feelin’ that I’m holdin’s all I need to the end
So, whenever I’m feelin’ blue I start breathing again
And say

This road I’m buildin’ till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon I promise that I’ll change my way
But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day
And every mornin’ I lay wide awake
Drifting away lookin’ at the way sideways
I said I promise that I’ll change my way
But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day

Still in ADL where it’s all good but we never say we’re well
Just play our cards whichever way they’re dealt (church city)
Lookin’ out a window where the pavement’s held
Instead we gave them hell, the presence of an angel fell
A frame of health now I’m smashin’ to bits
Cynicism, feel I’m livin’ in inadequate skin
Call and [?] fallin’ down till I land in my sin
Night terrors I had as a kid, all comin’ back to relive
Harbour the culture I fear with every word I’m thinkin’ up
[?] till I learn to think too much
And maybe one day I deserve a little trust
But I love the things that hurt me and hurt the things I love
Turnover and get up and I left rockin’ the same clothes as last night
Cutting more [?] than Don Diego
Found light at the end of the tunnel on the railroad
And as I watch the day go past with the last train home

This road I’m buildin’ till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon I promise that I’ll change my way
But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day
And every mornin’ I lay wide awake
Drifting away lookin’ at the way sideways
I said I promise that I’ll change my way
But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day

I’ma get up, I’ma get out and I’ma leave my home
My heart will beat there while I’m gone
Said I’ma get it, I’ma get it till I get home
It’s all I know and in my city so I roam
And nothin’ ever changes how I’m feelin’ when I’m home
When I’m home