Clear vs Opaque Lyrics

Have I been thinking too hard?
Hiding behind, closed doors in the bottom of my mind,
Where everything and nothing collide

How could I be so blind?
To miss the sign in the neon lights
Why should I search in vain?
Trying to see the storm through the rain

And I'm wondering

Do I, wanna find out
What's going on behind this all?
And I'm wondering
Should I, put my head down and crawl
To a place where I can be sure...

As the wind toys with the trees, I'm wondering
What happened to me? Somewhere along the line
I fell behind, I fell behind

Do I, wanna find out
What's going on behind this all?
And I'm wondering
Should I, put my head down and crawl
To my place in the centre of this storm

It's when I see that doubt
That same disengaged expression that I'm seeing now
Why do I need it proved, what I already know is true

I'm gonna fall on my feet someday
Find a way, to make it back to me
Follow my dreams till they
Get as thin as the world surrounding me
Fall back promises of the way I should feel, I should feel...

With echoes of past promises still ringing in my ears
Find to a new way, to reignite the fear
Do I trust you, to find me?
And get me the hell out of here...