Closing Reminder Lyrics

im scared to think
what will become of this
leaving this door closed for far too long
missing the way i felt before
i never thought it could feel this way again

i cant say 'im sorry' forever
knowing its too late but better than never
i'm the cause of all thats happened
miss feeling everything left feeling nothing

scared, i thought, i continued thinking
this door is seeming so slightly open
missing the way i felt before
to ask one more question might feel like regression

never thought, end to beginning, what i saw
or what i was thinking
i cant feel like a wound with no healing
39 more days of wishing...

(Chorus)
i miss the way that i used to be:
happy.
knowing that i meant anything to you.
one mistake,
you just dont know the first thing
seeing that you meant even more to me

i cant say "im sorry" forever
in a softer whisper, "i cant tell you everything"

go on, leave me here.
i'm behind where I belong. go on.
miss the way that I used to be:
happy.
knowing that I meant anything to you.
one mistake, you just dont know the first thing.
seeing that you mean everything to me...