Coldfront Lyrics

During the lowest points of our lives
We think of how things would be different
If we tried
But right now I just need to see my friends
Honestly, i'm fucking dead without them
And again my heart has dropped to my feet
(My heart's dropped to my feet,
It's dropped to my feet)
When I realized that I'm not what people
Think I should be
(I'm not what you think I am,
I'll never be what you want me to be)
And again I can hardly fucking breathe
(I can't fucking breathe,
Can't you fucking see?)
I've only got myself to blame
For this defeat

I can't compete
With defeat

"Tomorrow will be different"
(I can't compete)
"From now on I'll take those risks"
(I can't compete)
I say it over in my head
(I can't compete)
With a heart full of hope
And two clenched fists

This time
I'll try not
To fuck it up

But who am I kidding?
I've always lived this way
The air is getting colder
And this town isn't helping
It is such a fucking waste
When another day's
Another problem faced

Right now
I've got a song in my head
Right now
I've got a pen in my hand
Right now
I'm going to let it all out
And still they won't understand
I don't give a fuck
What anyone thinks
And I'm not sorry