Curious Lyrics

I look at my life and all I?ve done See myself as a man on the run Denied my feelings too many times Went further on though I?ve seen the signs Curious in a weird way Knowing deeply that I gotta pay Taken everything from anywhere What I?ve been longing for is just not there Watch me moving like I?m not afraid to die But then on my own I cry From the highest high down to the ground Do I always have to loose what I just found? It?s time to stop that and to break out Thought is in my head, never said it loud I try and stumble, I did before Soon you?ll find me down on the floor Curious in a weird way Heading for my last day Smelled your interest long ago And those were the things that you should know So take me with you, but if you fall I wouldn?t trust myself at all From the highest high down to the ground Do I always have to loose what I just found?