Dead Awake Lyrics

Today things change i've been so fuckin' scared Since i picked up the phone Trying to escape from me My heart i can't think straight on the beach waves so free And so calm as a lake And like me i'm so dead awake So i hold on to what i got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I can't see you again And i hold on to what got For as long as i can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again Today things change Why couldn't it be you When I picked up the phone The things i'd say If i could have known You won't be there When i got home Looking for answers why It's so real it's not fake And why am I so dead awake Please just one more time I wanna say good-bye Ill wait for you I'm not scared I promise not to cry