Deconstruction Lyrics

I thought I had it just today,
A fleeting glimpse,
But it faded and was washed away
Some clue
Of his this came to be
And left me in this misery

You once led me to the light
And saved me from this world I built inside
But where were you tonight?
While I sit here alone and drowning

I can't feel you inside
Your lies have poisoned my mind
The light is gone
I'm here alone
In this smoking ruin that I once called home

Adrift within my mind,
My derailed train of thought
Skipped the tracks that kept me going
Crushed hopes, I will return
Navigation is lost,
My way home is lost forever

I'm yearning for the day,
That I can find the path back to my home
The road is overgrown
The under growth has wrapped
Itself around my soul

I can't feel you inside
Your lies have poisoned my mind
The light is gone
I'm here alone
In this smoking ruin I once called home