Dissipate Lyrics

I scribbled down my thoughts today
to try and make the pain dissipate away,
but every word in this song
only tells of things gone wrong
again, I feel so far away

I tried to count my blessings,
but my head just killed the best things,
tell me how to make it all just dissipate

I tried to tell myself today,
everything was gonna be okay,
but I lied, it's just another lie,
and I'd scribble down every word
if you'd promise me
that it'd make the hurt just die,
give me another try,
could you make it fade away

I've been trying to find my way