Do Better Lyrics

I don't know why I even try
Cause you don't want this no more
I would rather leave before I hurt you
I would have died long ago if I didn't have my faith
I see you're starting to hate me, I see it in your face
But home don't feel like home
Just like my heart is empty
Change the number on your phone
So when I call, you ain't gotta listen
And all your girls think that I ain't shit
And they the same ones lost in the club
Them bitches is basic
Now I'm the one that's lost in love
I can't take it, I'm on my knees
You're gonna see a grown man cry
I won't lie

I'm starting to hate me
A little more, each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get out of my own way
You don't love me, you don't love me
If I knew better, I would do it better

Looking at the names on your list and I can't find me
I'm deep underwater, are you gon' let me drown?
I see it happened now
You're the life of the party, acting now
Ain't seen you in months, you ain't call me once
And all your boys say that I ain't shit
And they the same ones lost in the club
Niggas is basic
And I'm the one who's lost in love
And I can't take it
I'm on my knees, don't you hate to see me cry
I won't lie

I'm starting to hate me
A little more, each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get out of my own way
You don't love me, you don't love me
If I knew better, I would do it better

Thinking 'bout you and I, thinking 'bout you and I
My heart's beating in slow motion
Knowing that it's over
Thoughts got me thinking 'bout suicide
Baby, this is do or die
When you told me it's over
Ain't no point in being sober
All I wanna do is fade away
I hope that God will forgive me
Cause I know that you ain't gon' miss me
Baby girl I won't try say my goodbyes
You ain't gotta shed a tear for me
Baby girl don't cry

I'm starting to hate me
A little more, each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get out of my own way
You don't love me, you don't love me
If I knew better, I would do it better