Drawing Board Lyrics

So am I to believe that there something more to this life
Simplicity is a dream like a sunset that I can't touch but I still try.
In my dreams I can't sleep, cause there's so much I gotta say,
I can't imagine a shot and missing and dying while you walked away.
You, you are the one I see in my mind, My mind
I still believe so I try, I try
Not to hold or release
It's all that I wanted and now that I got it it's gone.
What if I take a chance,
you can't fly with your feet on the floor
The worst thing that could happen to me would be finding out
Gotta go back to the drawingboard.
You, you are the one I see in my mind, My mind
I still believe so I try, I try
Not to hold or release
It's all that I wanted and now that I got it it's gone.
And I can't understand, why I keep falling but I never land.
This is no first for me, all I know is that,
This makes no sense to me.