Even I Lyrics

I don't want to notice,
I don't want to see
Even I don't give up
Even I won't give up

You're breaking the surface
So what's left of me?
Tell me when is enough,
Tell me I should give up

It's not the way you move,
It's your words, though they soothe
They're not telling the truth

Didn't I know you?
Didn't I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn't I give up everything?
Tell me now if theres a reason for anything

My heart, it was open
You stepped through the door
It is tearing me up
Giving in, giving up
Left here always hoping
One day there'd be more
Even I don't give up but tell me when is enough

I see the strings you pull
I'm not blind and i'm not fooled
Well you know it's true

Didn't I know you?
Didn't I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn't I give up everything
Tell me now if there's a reason for anything

Well here we are one glance away
I wanted you, you couldn't stay
Every part of me still reaching out, reaching in
And will I be here til the day you found another to back away from
I won't make the same mistake again, no

Didn't I know you?
Didn't I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn't I give up everything
Tell me now if there's a reason for anything

Didn't I know you?
Didn't I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn't I give up everything
Tell me now if there's a reason for anything

Cause even I don't give up x4

I dont want to notice, I don't want to see
Even I don't give up, even I won't give up