Facefirst Downward Lyrics

If only I had the way to hear the things you can't say
But damn it all- I am meant to fall face first downward.
One demand and one command is all I've got left to see
When one bell and one hell equal purgatory
Because some might say that when the day loses touch with the night,
Some are afraid of being betrayed over the true and right.
But I fall face first downward, my eyes fixed unto the black.
Consider my plea delivered, safely as I grow old and die.
But you let me go.
You let me die.
All of you- you let me go and I can't see why.
Time itself was a crackling hell and had no reason to fear
All your bouncing conundrums and doubled doldrums-
And all the things I couldn't hear.
But I fall face first downward with my eyes fixed unto the black.
Consider my plea delivered, safely as I grow old and die.
I fall face first downward again with the lies.