False Self Lyrics

I've decided that I don't wanna justify it
Move in silence like an island
That nobody wants to reside in
Just keep it quiet 'cause I don't wanna feel defiled
Bruised ego like I'm a child
In your shoes won't last a mile
Or a few steps, a perfect test
Just a few steps, I'll fall out the nest
I'm not gonna fight it
Not gonna deny it

I-I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Feel the answer change each day
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change
How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day

I tried to fight it
The truth came back to bite me
But I wanna feel it, wanna see it
Even though it eats me whole
I can't escape the pull
Can't escape the pull
I can't tell that lie, not one more time
Think you know me but you can't see behind my eyes
My false self must die it's no surprise
I wanna know me but I can't hear my thoughts

I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Feel the answer change each day
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change
How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day