Far Far Away From My Heart Lyrics

Well the feeling's coming on again It?s kickin? and is screaming deep inside me And I?m so tired of fighting with my self You're not here, I?m nothing, I?m alone So I pour another drink and take a hit And I wonder where the smoke goes And I'm feeling more and more like less and less As I curse to tell of all along these lines Because words are all we have to much time So far, far away from my heart Far, far away from my heart It's just a voice the flokes are nowhere near And memories they?re starting to unravel We?ve been through this so many nights before That you'd think it would be easier by now So I let the chemical reaction cloud over The pain that keeps on hurting As I slowly, but too slowly drift away To a place I know where I don't have to think God I hate myself for lovin' smoke and drink So I'm far, far away from my heart Far, far away from my heart And now I'm staring blankly at the TV Holding this guitar for some comfort But it's so hard to write a simple song And try to turn this feeling into melody So I put it down get on my knees Close my eyes so tight, now I'm praying To anyone that maybe can hear me Tell me everything will be okay And I don't think I can make another day So far, far away from my heart Far, far away from my heart