First Time's A Charm Lyrics

I used to think these days would last until the day you fucking died. The door is shut. The lights are out. Your words did not prove strong. You turned your back. You lost your grip. Where did you go wrong? Smiling face, the open arms, are actions of the past. It's over now, you left this place. It wasn't mean to last. Now that you left me here confused. Searching for answers I can't find. When did the future become today? When did today leave us behind? I still wonder what was fucking wrong. Now your gone. With no goodbyes. Just memories. Nothing but lies. No more you and me. But now you're gone. What the fuck went wrong?