for my father; Lyrics

i'm not sure i want this
anymore
i'm beaten, broken,
waiting for more
i, lost someone,
hurting well
i never called,
regret caused me to fall

my dad
had passed away
i love you, was
what i said
two months before his
death

life, makes me, move
on
strife, keeps me, holds me
well
mourning, conforming

i'm
not okay