For Years Lyrics

I've tried now for years
To find the answers to my
Questions and my fears
And still I'm living blindly
I did not choose this path
I did not choose to walk alone
And yet again I'm on my own

I'll take this time to regain my strength
Fight the hate inside
No one will hold me back
I'm in control of my life again GO

I don't want to face another day
I just wanna watch it all fade away
Into another state of mind
I feel so trapped in time
I feel a good life has been denied
Maybe I will die tonight

I'll take this time to regain my strength
Fight the hate inside
No one will hold me back
I'm in control of my life again GO

Come on

That's why I'll die
So why do I even try...

I'm so tired of pullin' weight for everyone
And getting nothing in return
It makes me sick to think
You push me away after all I've done
Well I guess this is the thanks I get
For being there when I thought you needed me
I'll remember that next time
I will just let you bleed