Going To A Going Away Party Lyrics

I wouldn't call it a shame, I'd call it embarrassment.
It's not that I'm indifferent, I'm just used to that same old feeling.
I'm just used to that same old way.
There wasn't a drastic change in how you looked at me.
You seemed more aware, more focused, and more defeated.
This time it will be different for all of us.
We'll finally learn to love what we do.