Grounded Lyrics

i stayed home
there's nothing here for me and
i don't know
if opportunity will knock
but the days are going fast
and life's beginning to pass me by

so sorry
i didn't make the grades and
so lonely
i cant breathe (thirty six hours a day)

and i'm choking on every possible way
i could fuck up again
i will fuck up again

close my eyes and go to sleep
i'll hide away in my dreams
alone in the backyard
i feel so small tonight and i'm scared that the sun is almost rising
to set me on my way again

this season my heart is states away
and no reason is left for me to stay
but i keep coming back
and its beginning to feel a lot like home