Guaranteed Satisfaction Lyrics

my brain is bogged down with too many thoughts, too much depression
i wish i could break down the language barrier that keeps us from getting closer,
closer in a mental state, maybe physically, maybe closer to the truth.

what i feel always ends up broken down into words i cannot express because of their non-existence
i can never seem to express the good feelings,
but the bad fly from my tongue with ease.

when i give love and it's not returned,
i easily say i feel pain, depression, sadness.
but, when my love is returned
my mouth opens and shit is all that comes out.

where are the good words, do they exist?
complexity seems to be the definition of my life
maybe this is why i don't think i'll live long,
don't want to live long.

no answers for my questions,
and more questions from life's answers
my screams are not expressions, they are me.

goddamn this hotseat, this crown, and this settlement.
this environment is soothing knife through water,
the cut is smooth and effective, the settled man is here forever.

won't go anywhere for nothing.
he's foreign but legal, his nation will never bleed.
i can only hope i do.

i was born a member, and i can't sever myself,
but i can depart from it.
i will kiss the pearly gates goodbye.