Happier Now Lyrics

That last summer could you feel it?
Making cuts we couldn’t heal
We weren’t that much younger, baby
Riding high on love that felt unreal
That night we got drunk in the museum
We spent money that we didn’t have
Pushing all that powder round the table
I miss you but I don’t want it back like that
I am happier now
You’re not around
All the good things I found
Now that we’re buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations
Don’t wanna call someone at midnight

Not live each night like it’s a war
And I don’t ever want to love somebody
So much that it makes me wanna die
Running barefoot, bloody and so high
Wondering if they’re gonna leave me, when and why
I am happier now
You’re not around
All the good things I found
Now that we’re buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations
But let me be yours once more
Let me be yours once more
Let me break up with you, let me make up with you
Let me get by with you
Lets just survive
Are you happier now?
I’m not around
Feel like I am allowed
Now that we’re buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations