Hard Lyrics

I said that it didn′t hurt
But it did
It was bullshit
Oh my god how embarrassing

Shit it fucking stings
Imma just go to the car and think
What the fuck am i doing in the car
Every time we link

Trying not to cry
But its happening
It cannot be stopped
Gotta let myself
Feel the things i feel

I try not to care
But every time you do i get scared
That you'll fall in love
Think about me just a little less

I don′t wanna hold you down
Keep you to myself
I don't wanna be the reason that you're freaking out
No i don′t wanna panic when you leave my house
Say something erratic coming out of my mouth

I don′t know how much it means to you
But it's real to me
Got me in my feelings
Wanna be strong
But i feel so weak
Don′t wanna admit
You're my everything

You make it hard to love
When you′re so far
Keep me away at arms distance apart
No you don't need to guard inside your heart
I wanna see the parts you keep locked up

I wanna see

Keep me in your conscience
While you′re walking to some bitch's crib
I watch her get on top
I couldn't stop myself from watching

I was tempted almost called the second
I saw her pretend to come
But i remember
You′ll come back to bed and do it to me better

You make it hard to love
When you′re so far
Keep me away at arms distance apart
No you don't need to guard inside your heart
I wanna see the parts you keep locked up