Hate Myself (So Much Sometimes) Lyrics

I wrote and then erased every thought I had today
It all felt so insignificant, trivial really
And I wish that cringey posts on the internet
Wouldn't clog my brain with self-disrespect
When I know there's so much more, like they might just start a war

Oh, I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Oh, I hate myself so much sometimes
Am I really just the selfish kind
Or do I distract my mind so I
Can just live a halfway normal life?

Hello from the rabbit hole
Seems I'm not alonе in this bubble
'Cause when I look at my phonе
I see a discrepancy between what they want me to see and reality
So I'll just bury my head, cat videos in bed

Oh, I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Oh, I hate myself so much sometimes
Am I really just the selfish kind
Or do I distract my mind so I
Can just live a halfway normal life?

Oh, I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me