Helpless Lyrics

I feel so crushed, I suffocate
Inside my own existence;
'Cause I feel really torn: my head refuses all my signs,
Like killers without Valium.

They sold me without fear,
They tried to focus all my scenes.
I fell inside the darkness.
And when I saw it there
My only pains made me so fool.
Into these pictures I see...

I lost control, I didn't know I had a gun in my hand.
It made me see your future, better words are for illusions....

?In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.?

(Thanks to dragon for these lyrics)