Hoping To Get By Lyrics

telling lies just hoping to get by
entire life has been falsified
patterned yourself into the ground
too late to turn back now forever gagged and bound

said you would never leave
but that was just a game
staring at the mirror i'm the only one to blame
loneliness has pushed me to this edge
where i dream about the blood that you will shed

i love the way you look inside my mind
your dreams have been dashed just like mine
it's my favorite fantasy
the day you fall apart
just like you made me