I Can't Break It To My Heart Lyrics

If it's OK,
I'll leave the bed light on,
and place your water glass where it belongs,
and if it's alright,
I'll lie awake at night,
pretending I am curled up at your side.

See I'm circling in these patterns
living out of memories,
I'm still a long way from accepting it,
that there's just no you and me.

But if I still believe you love me,
maybe I'll survive,
so I tell myself you're coming home,
like you've done a million times,
and if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you,
'cause I can't break it to my heart.

Is it just me,
did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you is just a waste,
of time,
or was it in my head?
I'm reading into things you never said.

'Cause I still don't have the answers,
to why we couldn't work it out,
I wanna' think it's something that I did,
so I can turn it back around.

But if I still believe you love me,
maybe I'll survive,
so I tell myself you're coming home,
like you've done a million times,
and if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you,
'cause I can't break it to my heart.

And nothing will come between us...
I wanna' convince myself we're perfect,
in every single way,
as long as I can keep the truth away,
from my heart,
oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart.

'Cause I still don't have the answers,
to why we couldn't work it out,
I wanna' think it's something that I did,
so I can turn it back around.

But if I still believe you love me,
maybe I'll survive,
so I tell myself you're coming home,
like you've done a million times,
and if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you.

But if I still believe you love me,
maybe I'll survive,
so I tell myself you're coming home,
like you've done a million times,
and if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you.

And if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you,
'cause I can't break it to my heart.
I can't break it to my heart

(Thanks to CharleRyder for these lyrics)