I Need Light Lyrics

walking home home at 3 a.m.
looking at my empty hands
think about this emptyness
in an empty parking lot
i sat in the only spot
remembering what i forgot

you were so [?]
falling, calling

now i'm getting closer there
in the distance i hear friends
laugh about their evening's end
put the key in my front door
maybe this keeps happening more
i can't find what i need you for

i was so [?]
trying, trying

on the edge of my mistake
so if i fuck this up again
don't know how i find the strength
lights are off that i can't see
close my eyes but still can't sleep
i need light inside of me