I Never Knew The Beauty That Could Come From Slashed Wrists Lyrics

Like a maggot filled corpse, I'm wracking my decaying brains
For words flaking from my lips

Two days ago Everything was fine
Everything's so fucked now I can't close my eyes
An eclipse of the sun colliding with my head
A cosmic explosion of mistrust and dread
Why do I crush That which I have?
My insecurities now cut me in half
Take this small bullet Shoot it into my skull
A tiny bit of apathy becomes a missile!

Rotting words! And Rotten Glances
Tell stories of bludgeoned corpses with no second chances
I want to be something more than me

Two minutes ago Everything was fine
Everything's so fucked now I pulled out my eyes
An eclipse of my thoughts Intravenously fed
Now my lifelines are pulled and they're leaving me for dead
Why do I hate That which I have?
Why do I cut myself down with a laugh?
Take this small hammer Smash it into my skull
With a little bit of hatred my heart is now full!

Rotting words!! And Rotten Glances
Tell stories of bludgeoned corpses with no second chances
I want to be!! Something more than me

Like a maggot filled corpse, I'm wracking my brains
Lying a thousand feet down, consumed by unholy flames!