I Won't Remember This In The Morning Lyrics

So I'm looking at this bottle, and this bottle, it speaks to me. It says get off the fucking train,
so I jumped down.

These metaphors are for assholes, and I'm not different. I'll get to what I mean, but slowly.
Roses and poetry; that's all you want to be?

It's not alive, and not dead.
It's looking for a reason to be.
Not alive, and not dead.
You give me goals impossible and I get further from my own.

If these were lies, I wouldn't be leaving. You had to need me.
I tried this once before. It's just as insulting. What for?

It's not alive, and not dead.
Show me what you used to be.

Can we find a balance, a medium?
My anger was a heavy weight you bore. Now I'm balancing meteors.
I want to see you.

Not alive, and not dead.
Show me what you used to be.

I was looking at this bottle and the words made sense to me, because it was all a fucking dream.
A lie.

I'm not alive, and I'm not dead.
I just see my goals are impossible and I get further from them all.

Mocking words. We buried both.
What a world without you holds, I had to know.