IDFC 'bout Everything Now Lyrics

I'm alone in the lonely hours
They told me I was some kind of treasure
It's a game to me, fucked up means happy
You've done your job, I didn't follow
Raise up your cup now that I'm all hollow
I tried to score but I forgot to throw the ball
Left me in the floor, nobody's 'round to stop my fall
I took love for granted, had what I wanted
Lost everything and it made me so jaded
So I...

I don't fucking care 'bout everything now
Maybe I'll pray, maybe I'll get high
Or maybe I'll stay just to barely get by
But I don't fucking care 'bout everything now

So forced to be something people would admire
I'm nothing like a prayer, I'm more of a sinner
I'm more of a coward when I left you by the fire
I'm choking, I'm drowning
And the rain is pouring
I think I've lost all of my damn mind
Shut the fuck up when I'll all about my grind
But my fate made me a joke
So now I act like I don't give a fuck

I don't fucking care 'bout everything now
Maybe I'll pray, maybe I'll get high
Or maybe I'll stay just to barely get by
But I don't fucking care 'bout everything now

There's still the memories
The time I was on my knees
The time I was begging, please
What about the memories?
Fuck them, they only show me tragedies
I'll scream too loud if I speak my mind so I'll shut the fuck up and feel the breeze

I don't fucking care 'bout everything now
Maybe I'll pray, maybe I'll get high
Or maybe I'll stay just to barely get by
But I don't fucking care 'bout everything now
I don't fucking care 'bout everything now
Maybe I'll pray, maybe I'll get high
Or maybe I'll stay just to barely get by
But I don't fucking care 'bout everything now