If It's What You Want Lyrics

When I think about the love
It makes me think of all the pain
Apparently I'm not the one you're dreaming of
When you see rain
Because I know rain makes you happy

I won't keep this locked up anymore
I feel it slipping though my hands
You shouldn't talk 'cause you don't know
How far this would go
You were the devil in disguise
You turned out to be someone I hardly recognize
If this is what you want
Then it's what I need

I know we fake from time to time
When there's nothing but the silence while we keep the car in drive
The way we act like nothing's wrong
Until it's gone
I only hope that now you're happy

I won't keep this locked up anymore
I feel it slipping through my hands
You shouldn't talk 'cause you don't know
How far this would go
You were the devil in disguise
You turned out to be someone I hardly recognize
If this is what you want then it's what I need

Is it too hard for you to see?
Is it too hard?
Or too much to take?
I feel like I can finally start to breathe
If we get back here someday we'll find out

We were barely hanging on
Now it's gone
I only hope that now you're happy
You're happy, happy alone