If Only She Knew Lyrics

I roll up my sleeves
she watches me leave
the life that we lead
we've earned

two wholes now two halves
the tears and the laughs
the old photographs
are burned

if only she knew
the things that i do
are only for you
not her

she walks through the air
she kneels down in prayer
and says words i swear
are true

?god thanks for the earth?
?god thanks for my birth?
?my life is of worth?
?to you?

if only she knew
the things that i do
are only for you
not her

she can't ever die
she can't say goodbye
her body defies
her soul

in me she'll confide
she'll let me inside
but i hide i hide i hide i hide i hide
i hide

if only she knew
the things that i do
are only for you
not her

(Thanks to Juliet for these lyrics)