I'm Not Doing Well Lyrics

You're on the phone
With your mom
You look happy

I'll sit on the couch
With the dog
While she's napping

I'll wait my turn
But I have
To say something
Before I lose my nerve

Haven't been sleeping
Haven't been eating
Or I'm just eating too much
Haven't been cleaning
Haven't been feeling
I think I should tell you

I'm not doing well
It's hard to say it honestly
Don't know how to ask for help
When I don't know what's wrong with me
I hope saying it out loud
Makes it less scary
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well

You hold my hand
And I struggle
To let you

You say you've known
For a while
But it's nice to hear me say it

You're holding space
And I don't wanna take it
I'm trying to learn how

Haven't been sleeping
Haven't been eating
Or I'm just eating too much
Haven't been cleaning
Haven't been feeling
I know you can tell that

I'm not doing well
It's hard to say it honestly
Don't know how to ask for help
When I don't know what's wrong with me
I hope saying it out loud
Makes it less scary
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well

I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well

Look me in the eyes
Tell me you're
Not worried about me

If I look away
If I cry
That's a good thing