I'm Not Yours To Control Lyrics

I will not be made to feel like I'm not enough
I am the who is changing with all this pain
That's lost in the end
You will not change the man that I am

Can't you see that you bring me doubt
And you'd think that you would've noticed me
Ohhh while you still were around
You'd think you'd had it figured out
My whole life could not amount
To the standards that you're setting out
Ohhh while you still were around
You'd think you'd had it figured out

You dont know shit about what I've been through
You dont know shit about anything about the life I lead
I will rise up against you

Against your judgements
To be honest I'm as fucked up as they come
And I don't think that you can handle me
When push comes to shove

Keep trying to change me
Cause in the end
You'll only learn to hate me

Keep trying to change me
Cause in the end
You'll only learn to hate me

Against your judgements
To be honest I'm as fucked as they come
I don't think you can handle me when push comes to shove
As you rip apart
The silver lining in my heart
Inside of me is something I can't possibly fake

Can't you see that you bring me doubt
And you'd think that you would've noticed me
Ohhh while you still were around
You'd think you'd had it figured out
My whole life could not amount
To the standards that you're setting out
Ohhh while you still were around
You'd think you'd had it figured out

You always said that you'd find a way
But I know better than to trust in what you say
You always thought that you could escape
But did you really think it would be that easy?
No...
This is my soul
And I'm not yours to control
This is my soul
I'm not yours to control

I'm not yours to control
I'm not yours to control
Go fuck yourself if you think I'm weak
I'm still standing on my own two feet