In My Defeat Lyrics

Pulled away is my heart from yours,
Somber days await upon your shores.
Stoic nights become all embracing,
As I turn & walk away.

Didn't want to do this but I had to,
Didn't want to do this cuz' it hurt you.
Didn't want to do this but I had to,
Knew I shouldn't do this cuz' I loved you.

Laced tonight underneath red moons,
(I will never die for you).
Moments faded in mid-twilight,
(I will never die for you).
Hold my hand in this gold autumn,
(I won't die).

Although I knew these nights would never end I still had some hope in me & you,
Hold my hands with these obscure shards of glass,
I knew these nights would never fade away.

I'm face down in my defeat,
Saved only by your grace.

Rising day,
Stay away,
Falling night,
Hear my cries.